I no longer hate those in my past, but I do feel very sorry for them. Some of them are going to Hell whether I want them to or not. Some of them are doing very well, and I am glad they are. Me however, I am in the middle...which isn't such a bad thing at all. I have a huge group of friends, affiliated with musicians and festivals all over the state, and introduced to all kinds of stereotypes that it is hard for me to be judgemental even if I want to. I also let out my wild partying streak on occasion, but only to the points where I can handle it these days and when my precious mini me isn't fluttering about; 6 year old girls pick up EVERYTHING. Not to mention I am getting older you know ;)

Let's just say I am thankful for what I got. That is all one should really ask for. And I look at it this way; I am not homeless, stupid or lazy so I must be doing something right?

Kaya.